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Thu, 16 May 2013 22:41:30 +0100

lessadjectivesmoreverbs: Installation in the Greek pavilion of...

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:39:38 +0100

Installation in the Greek pavilion of the 2012 Venice Biennale, by AREA Architecture

AREA’s Athens Charting installation at the 2012 Venice Biennale - Greek Pavilion unites four Athens city blocks into one, giant public space, in the form of a 3.3m x 2.5m paper model. Part urban survey, part spectacle, the model is entirely hand-drawn with blue ink on white paper. Representing the city as a continuous surface that is, nevertheless, heterogeneous and culturally inscribed, the model seeks to engage the dynamic and rapidly changing context that characterizes Greek cities today.

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Thu, 16 May 2013 02:26:07 +0100

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Wed, 15 May 2013 14:51:44 +0100

corduroypillows: cjwho: Sparkle Geometric Table by John...

Wed, 15 May 2013 14:50:40 +0100

corduroypillows:

cjwho:

Sparkle Geometric Table by John Foster

urgh shit just imagine

motivation

Wed, 15 May 2013 14:50:09 +0100

~~motivation~~

140513

Tue, 14 May 2013 16:42:53 +0100

you are one of the most beautiful creatures i’ve ever laid my eyes on. perhaps, in another world where you’re not too cool for me- you could have gotten to know me, understand me and given me the honour of being one by your side.

your ideas are ludicrous, you my dear, are beautiful
i know i’m never there often, but i wish that our paths crossed more often

looking back, it’s been an immense time.you changed so...

Tue, 14 May 2013 02:59:00 +0100

looking back, it’s been an immense time.
you changed so many things around here.

a toast to the past year, a toast to the perhaps many years to come

thank you for being you, thank you for the ups, thank you for being there during the downs. thank you for always being here.

happy one year dearest

130513,
so, fuck you and your mother fucking mama

trefol: No. 1

Tue, 14 May 2013 02:50:56 +0100

trefol:

No. 1

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Tue, 14 May 2013 01:43:11 +0100

veronicadelica: Foster’s Gherkin

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:42:03 +0100

veronicadelica:

Foster’s Gherkin

likeafieldmouse: Zhang Xiangxi “A series of hollowed-out...

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:39:49 +0100

likeafieldmouse:

Zhang Xiangxi

“A series of hollowed-out television sets frame beguiling scenes imagined in Xiangxi’s works, begun while studying sculpture at the Guangzhou Academy of Fine Art.

Situated in a small creative community in Hei Qiao Cun on the northeastern edge of the city, his studio is littered with second-hand appliances like washing machines, which become the sites of miniature worlds inspired by locations such as his old workspace in Guangzhou, the workers’ dormitory he once lived in, his parent’s sitting room, the interior of a train carriage—even his dream home. They are replicas rendered faithfully, but playfully, often using the cement, brick, glass, stone or paper materials found in their life-sized equivalents.”

070513// 180710 // 200810

Tue, 07 May 2013 02:03:00 +0100

180710„

he loves me more than i love him
he will be chasing, following, reaching
i will be running, hiding, dodging

laughing

it’ll be a game of hide and seek
like it always should be

he’s the seeker
and like always
i will win this game too

i haven’t lost since you

http://x-dolly-daydreams-x.xanga.com/731825168/—normal-friends/

02 05, going through my old xanga is hilarious. the things i thought back then. so what they say is true. the more you look back, the more you realise you knew fuck all about anything.

tonight, the waves of missing you are hitting me hard and i’m not sure why. but it’s almost unbearable and i find myself leafing through all those little posts, the little messages, the comments. the good and the bad. the spite and the hate. the love and the regret. it’s all there. and i sit here. unable to say what’s at the bottom of my stomach. i would be lying to say i didn’t miss you, but that doesn’t seem like the issue. a combination of embarrassment. frustration? mostly embarrassment. the 16 and 15 year old us were stupid. as was the 16, 17 and 18 year old me. everything’s so recent. and suddenly it’s so fresh in my head.

this feels awful, terrible. the pit in my stomach just doesn’t seem to go away. no matter how many hot water bottles i fill up, how much water or paracetamol i take. i feel sick. i read through all those posts back in 2009, and feel stupid. pathetic. and small. i read your comments from 2010, i feel even more foolish. the constant cycle of building and demolishing. mending, compensating, breaking. i’m sick of it. sick of it all.

it’s been over. twice now. and i find myself still wondering how i let myself act so stupidly. why why why did i do that, do this, why. it gets me most at night, when i lie there in the dark- the thoughts shower down like heavy rain. never should have over reacted. never should have let my emotions get the better of me.

to say that i’m unhappy with how things are would be wrong because i am happy. i’ve found someone who loves me dearly and i love them back. i sort of enjoy my course and everything is peaceful. i’ve been talking a lot more. laying everything out so i can understand myself a little better; understanding why i am the way i am, why i react in a certain why, why i do this, why i do that. etc maybe if i tried this earlier and was most honest with myself i would have been a more agreeable person- but as one does, you live and you learn. perhaps if i knew earlier i could have saved myself from all those heart breaks and tears. but- tis life i guess.

someone’s really clever and perceptive
280209,

ah, there’s really no saving me.

there are surges of emotions that hit me hard. just like today. memories so vivid i can almost feel the summer grass beneath my feet. taste summer and hear your voice.

the biffy clyro song reminds me of us. i hope you heard it. it would be the sort of thing i like and you hate.

i’ll take a bruise, i know you’re worth it
when you hit me, hit me hard.

~~02 47~~

when you hit mehit me hard

Tue, 07 May 2013 01:56:27 +0100

when you hit me
hit me hard

architectureofhappiness: I have so much work to do :(

Tue, 07 May 2013 01:07:57 +0100

architectureofhappiness:

I have so much work to do :(

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Thu, 02 May 2013 21:29:32 +0100

travelingcolors: Spring time in Paris | France (by Liz Rusby)

Thu, 02 May 2013 21:26:39 +0100

travelingcolors:

Spring time in Paris | France (by Liz Rusby)

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